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Thursday, July 26, 2007, 6:43:00 PM

hais_xx

after hearin wad she told mi.
i realised i was wrong.
i didn noe she would say these.
n i nearly cried okie.
why would i nearly cried..
is cuz i did at first tot u're a not tt bad person.
but..
hais.
jy oso felt it too.
i dun wanna cry..
not worth ~
now i KNEW who r de TRUE frens.
those who dun tok bad abt anyone at their back.
>.<
i think i was dumb to treat her not bad.
so dumb.
but nvm.
at least i was saved in de end.
now i knew de long-lasting frens will be who.
we made a deal..
mayb i shld stand up for myself one day.
hahas.
>.<
recallin wad i was mentioned as.
i felt her heart-less.
wad did i do.
i simply dun understand.
yet u pretended nth n even..
hais.
shall not say more.
after dis post.
i promised myself nv to believe HER!!
mayb i realli did sth wrong.?
but wad.
i didn even quarrelled wif u.
not even a second.
ur secrets i NV say.
even though now u treated mi dis way.
i'll nv say.
but i guess i walked far frm dis "fren".
>.<
so as not to be hurt again.
lettin someone trust u is difficult.
so we hav to trust tt person first.
but now.
i wont trust her.
at least i hav someone whom i can fully trust.
let dis be long-lasting.
i realli cant believe she did said those.
u showed mi ur true colours onli now.
cuz i was dumb to think u're not bad.
>.<
bad memories r to be thrown far far away.
so good byes to them.
faster leave dis sch n off to poly.
i'll be careful in believin frens tt r loyal.
anyway.
today was intendin to play ball.
but was rainin so cancelled.
tml got two shows to watch.
YEAHS!
n i got so much to tell someone.
fri pls come faster.
>.<
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