I want to be the gravity in your universe.

Wednesday, January 16, 2008, 11:19:00 AM

somehow.

somehow i got struck.
i really tot i'm okay wif it.
okay tt these happen.
like de past when those happen.
it doesn affect me.
or izzi because is you.

& cried .

upon all de words.

knew u hav prob,because u aint like de past.somehow.tt's y i didn find you.
u need time.i noe nth,even if i ask u out.
i'm so afraid we hav nth to say.
we dun share like de past,i dun blame.i aint de right one to share, i understand.
i hav those feelings too. i cant be of any help.
tt's why.
frankly, de last time we went out. close-ness isnt thr.

tryin hard to find back everything.

but i'll wait .
all once shared.

would other upcoming friendship replaced wad we once had.
would thr really be lasting friendship.
or izzi foolish thinkin of ppl.

but i noe i wont forsake any.
replace any.

因为我也不想被遗忘，
即使是一下下.
...

i went out many times, alone.
tot of findin you all.
but somehow, i dunno shld i.
is okay to go out alone but not too many.
de scene of frens outside.
jealousy jus strike.
& walkin aimlessly is bad for health.

work ended.
wad shld i do.
de last day of work,
is terrible.
something happen & i cried.
hahas.
& i heard thr's chalet.
shld i go.

alright,
i guess i'm much better(:
except tt i'm jealous of something i shldn.
somehow,
thr's only one person i came across tt can tell whenever i get jealous.
i wonder how.

been telling you how afraid i was.
i see de ans coming but i still cant help but scared.
jus hope everything is fine.

i asked u.
"if one day i hav no more frens,
would u still be thr for me."
jus some random qns.
& wad if i'm left wif none.
tt will be worst den terrible.
lOVES;不放手<3