I want to be the gravity in your universe.

Friday, January 18, 2008, 9:35:00 AM

why.

de way i express things r wrong.
frm start i didn blame anyone.
really, "cross fingers" .
but why do ppl thinks so.
my fault,sorry.
i didn hope things turn out dis way.
is jus so hurting.
but thr isnt anyone standin at my side,
to believe in me tt i wont.
somehow tt's de reason i dun wish anyone to noe how i felt.
frankly,
i was hurt by it.
do things really look like de past.
am i acting similarly ?
but i nv meant it to be tt way.
why was i not trusted.
yet suspected .

i dun need anything,
jus de trust.
dun let me go when i finally stood up.
...

感觉并不好受，
是我错吗，
只因我表达方式错了.

if only .

& i need you,
to hold back my thoughts.
deeplylOVES; <3