Still wasnt feeling any bit better.

Movitation to work on my stuffs tml vanished.
But since i requested for it, i dun wan to leave it.
everything is moving so quickly.
i might end up suffocating.
:/


there's jus so many things that i hope for "if only.."

like i told hoon, i'll be un-contactable till approx feb or mar.
though is not exactly un-contactable.
but i jus feel that is useless anyway.
i dunno..
):

Times like this, i feel that i've lost my visions.
i've no idea whr the path will lead me to.
there's jus so many things i cant handle and solve.
and is not like others will be able to help.
and all i do is act as if i'm strong and brave.
i've the vulnerable part which i hardly reveal.
what i can say is jus that much.
sometimes i can hardly understand myself either.
it has been a long time since i cry this manner..
teach me how do i continue.