something is wrong with me.
i didn manage to sleep a wink despite being rather sleepy.
:/


had a long chat last night, with 2 parties.
set me thinking throughout de whole night, i guess.
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every now and then, i still tot of u guys.
thinkin how hav u guys been, and is everything okay.

i see myself reminiscing about everythin we've been thru.
all the ups and downs, happiness and sadness.
i still rmb the times we cried in the library, the heart-to-heart talks.
those moments, can never be replaced regardless of all the events happening now.

part and parcel of life that life sort of move on without each other.

but i wanted to ask. does that promise still stays?

though i didn once ask, but deep down.
u guys know tt i do care.

&like you said "as long we see the same sky,breath the same air, should be alright."
i shall rmb this.
xoxo

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at times i really dun get it.
how can somebody do or say something against their heart.
dont they feel a bit of guiltiness, or rather,
dont they know when one finds out abt it, how hurtin can it be?
white lies, you might say. but still, is a lie.

probably different ppl have different ways of handling stuffs.

if you dun understand me, then dun assume.
i wont never be able to bring myself to do it.
jus not my way of handling it.
我不可能做到.

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alright, both are referin to different issues.
if u get it den good. if not, forget abt figuring it out den.

i think currently i've too many complicating issues to settle.
feelin too stress and all. i need an extra me >.<

need a break, seriously.