to xxxx m,

i'm really sorry to made u felt disappointed.
probably why i didn say was cause i didn know how to express them..
i would very much wish to hav someone for me to share my feelings with,
someone to be able to be there even if that someone cant help much.
cause to me, the company is all that matters..

but somehow, a part of me was reluctant to trouble anyone.
even you. the one who was close to me and to me, now u're still close to me.

i'm really sorry to made u feel how u're feelin now..

to me, u're important.
like what i always say, u stand a rather important position in my heart.
u know i loveeeeeeeeee u right ? :]

if there's anything u wish to know, u may ask.
cause since i've written wad i written here,
is no longer meant to be a secret.
especially to someone as important as u.

i wanna stay close to u. even closer den we used to be.

honestly, u're de first person who knew some of my used-to-be secrets.
i never realised how much u meant to me.
till that moment when i decided to tell u those used-to-be secrets..

there are times i would very much wish to know more abt u too.
but somehow i didn ask cause im not sure if u would be comfortable with me askin..

also, there are times i wish i stayed closer to u.
so i can ask u out every now and then.

the moments when i felt really bad,
u appear in my thoughts.

i promise u that in future,
i would let u know whenever i felt bad kay?
let me know if u're too kay?
i might not be of much help, but i promise to be a good listening ear.
and i know u would be mine too right ? :]

im here for u 24/7.
&lastly, to me, u're still the close and important person in my life :]
it seems rather thick skin to say this,
but still, i hope i'm urs too..

xoxo
ur dearest d