updated with songs im currently into.

sometimes i really wonder..
if someone wanna know the truth, yet the truth is hurting.
so what shld we do. to say or not to say.
or shld i say.. do u wanna hear.

for me, is like im divided into two.
one part wants to hear, one part doesnt.
so like that how ar ):

in certain situations. i felt like living in my own world.
at least u wont feel affected by anything.
not that im now. but jus a random thought.

and it seems like when u're alone, time seems to pass slightly faster.
that's for my case. or mayb is only at certain times.

u get sad lesser, u get angry lesser, u get disappointed lesser.

well, that's like perhaps at certain periods only.
but though those gets lesser, ur happiness doesnt necessary gets more.

cause u cant possibly be alone all the time.
occasionally u felt u're goin nowhere. ah, or mayb that's how i felt.
emptiness.

when u're happy, u've no one to share ur joy.
when u're upset, u've no one to share ur burden.
that no one refers to the special one.
the one u think of first whenever a happy or sad thing happen.


so.. is two really better than one.

that feelin, i truely felt it last yr.
then i realised i was too dependent.