if things ought to be like this, you know there'll be a reason behind it. for everything u've been thru, u've seen de reason behind each of it. and u know u've to believe in it, in whatever it is. cause even if life's not as great as it seems now, eventually u'll see it turn out well. is jus one last round to go, why make life so hard for urself. keep in mind that, "when you're struggling with something, look at all the people around you and realise that every single person you see is struggling with something, and to them, it's just as hard as what you're goin through." probably not all the time but u know that there's times where they felt as bad similarly. if life's bad in one way, it'll return u in another. okay, u must stay positive.