u know, i feel sad for what i've been thru. probably some ppl might understand how i felt.

is like cryin in the shower so no one can hear you, waiting for everyone to be asleep so you can fall apart, for everything to hurt so bad you just want it all to end.

i wrote this there,  "..wadever terrible feelin i'm feelin, i'm pushin down deep inside me.."

u know how it feels like when u felt terrible and u contact someone but tt person said u're irritating.

u know how it feels like when u constantly do things that u hope u dun cause is makin u feel worst.
u know how it feels like when u felt so terrible that u jus wish u get amnesia.