i wonder if anybody would wan to read de whole chunk of wad's below

you know, most of the times, life doesnt goes as expected as u hope for. if u're lucky, u get a better outcome. sometimes i jus wish i can wish for wad i want. and i think im someone tt doesnt believe in wadever i was told. rather, i believe more in actions. i've to see before i can believe. &sometimes i wish i get amnesia, or mayb i wish im someone who doesnt rmb details. though i might seems like i got stm, but then, there're many things in life tt i rmb clearly. especially impt person in my life, i could rmb wad they say. &sometimes i wish im someone else. honestly, i dun really think highly of myself. not tt i dun hav confidence, but rather i keep most of my confidence to avoid bein seen as over confidence. so i guess u can say im very conscious. &i suppose i like myself alot. as much as at times i wish i've more alone-time. well, i guess u know more abt me here and really, i hope i've someone i could talk to. rather than pinning down wad i feel here.