I want to be the gravity in your universe.

Saturday, August 28, 2010, 1:59:00 AM

谁都别来安慰拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到

受不了想到快疯掉死不了就还好

part of hebe's new song from her upcoming solo album.

makes me think of de very beginning.

how i knew abt s.h.e to now, seein her releasin her solo album.

is like i see them grow up. now i sounds old.

or rather they acc me to grow to who i'm now.

still rmb de days i used to sing those songs in sch.

when everyone's not in sch yet.

de entire area is for us to imagine we're in our own concert.

ok this sounds so pai seh =|

yeah somehow a lil part of me feels a lil sad to see them havin their own paths.

though they're still in a band. but it jus feels different now.

i miss how i dun worry abt things.

i miss how i used to be so optimistic.

i miss how i used to be able to smile despite all de downs in life.

i miss everything tt makes me happy.

not exactly cause im not now.

is jus tt. as u grow, it seems harder to be happy easily.

everytime u're happy. u fear this happiness feelin will go away.

or mayb cause our expectations became higher.

it makes us harder to feel happy even for de things tt used to make us happy.

is it me or does everyone tends to think alot as u grow too.

im tired of thinkin all de possible and impossible. all de time.

i dunno why i became so emotional after listenin to de song.

but then. is really a nice song.