I want to be the gravity in your universe.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010, 12:10:00 AM

sometimes i wonder wad my life would be,

if i took a different path, made a different decision..

i would probably be with a different company.

and i wonder wad it would be like.

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been wantin to cycle. when was de last time i cycled?

months ago i guess..

cycling reminds me of certain memories.

memories tt i've been tryin to forget.

sometimes when i look thru my msn contacts (i've a habit to constantly browse thru ppl's nick).

i look at his and.. i wonder wad everything would be if a different choice has been made.

as much as i wanna know how he's doin, i didn wanna talk to him.

like how i decided to reply 'hi' and ignore him then.

and then i look at his (different person) and sometimes i qns myself, if i made de right choice.

and him (different person), i wondered wad it would be like if i added him back earlier..

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im not good at making decisions.

so sometimes i ask ppl for their opinions and all.

it doesnt mean i dun hav a mind of my own, but rather i wanna double-cfm my choice tt i've in mind alr.

u can say im not a very high risk-taker.

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wasnt feelin any good but im still okay.

even if im not, in time i'll(: