As i spend the past few days studying. Even till now when i'm down sick with flu and what not, suddenly it stuck me. It stuck me to realise how long hav i not talk to my friends, how long hav i not met my friends.

And then, with the simple reason behind all these,

i miss them.

i miss my poly little family, i miss how we used to sms each other during exams period complaining about how difficult it is which somehow makes it a whole load easier to get through...

i miss my sec friends, the ones whom i can always count upon and the ones i could readily meet with but nowadays is just getting too difficult...

I could barely move much considering the ache-ness in me and the constant heavy weight in my head.

But as i sit in front of the screen, i find myself reading through my friends blog, trying to fix the amount of time i've not met them with the minimum amount of their life story i could find out about.

i hate the fact that they live so far from me. i wish i could drop everything but with the exams coming up and this sickness, everything is minimising my ability to do so.

I'll just hope that with my papers ending, i could find time to meet with them while juggling my driving and work. How nice if i can do anything i want in life, just my way.